Saturday, June 12, 2010

There’s a place I go
When I’m alone
Do anything I want
Be anyone I wanna be
But it is us I see
And I cannot believe I’m fallin
That’s where I’m goin
Where are you goin
Hold it close won’t let this go

Dream catch me, yea
Dream catch me when I fall
Or else I won’t come back at all

-Newton Faulkner (Dream Catch Me)

Just don't give up i am workin' it out
Please don't give in i won't let you down
It messed me up need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around

Hey whataya want from me?
Whataya want from me?
Whataya want from me?

-Adam Lambert (What do you want from me)


'Cause she's so high
High above me, she's so lovely
She's so high, like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc or Aphrodite
She's so high, high above me

She calls to speak to me
I freeze immediately
'Cause what she says sounds so unreal

'Cause somehow I can't believe
That anything should happen
I know where I belong
And nothing's gonna happen

-Tal Bachman (1999!) (She's So High)

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

H Y M N

What the hell is wrong with the world today?
Two days ago, i saw firetrucks and paramedics in 3 different places, not to mention an overturned car.
My good friend got his 3-month old laptop stolen.
Why is there war? Did we all not watch rush hour? where jackie chan sings?
"what is it good for? absolutely nothhhing! Hoo-haa- War!"
What is with the fact that human beings need conflict?
Why is it that we have to send people like one of my teammates, Jeff Ballew to Iraq?

Why is everything that we do for selfish reasons?
Whens the last time YOU did something good for a completely non selfish reason?
A time when you received utility (happiness) from just watching someone else be happy? Are you saying "you look nice today" to make that person happy? or are you doing so to get something out of them later? Are you nice to your teacher purely because you want to be? or because you hope they will be more lenient in grading?
We live in a selfish world and it sucks that i find myself acting selfishly in so many ways. Madness.

Why dont we all just calm down, take a breath, and sort things out?
Have we any idea how much crap the world could avoid if people just understood each other?
Why would someone have low enough morals to steal an innocent college freshman's laptop? why?
With this much technology, why are there more people getting hurt?

*sigh...
Cmon guys. World Peace. iLul. When that happens, thats when we pretty much know that 1. its fake. and 2. whoever brought "world peace" is probably the Antichrist.
just saying. not that we shouldn't try to better the world... but think about it. the devil's got to earn our trust somehow, and what better way to do it then to deceive us with something good? happens all the time.

But anyway, i make this post to reach out to a friend, who needs to take better care of his stuff.
and also, to gain some support for our troops.

"Evil Empire salutes 47Driver (Lt. Jeff Ballew) and Birdman (Keith Porter) on their service in Afghanistan and Iraq! God speed brothers!"

i encourage everyone to follow Jeff "47Driver" Ballew's almost daily blog. He is my teammate, who also flys 47 chinooks (CH47's) , and has been called to service for a few months. Here is a link to his blog. click follow!

http://hookflyer.blogspot.com/
if it didnt work heres the hyperlink: http://hookflyer.blogspot.com/

and our team's Youth Commander, Keith "Birdman" Porter is probably undergoing basic as i type this. (no, hes not in iraq yet. lol.)


Good On, Sir!
the Marine Corps has Hoorah, the Army has Hooah, the Navy has Hooyah
the Air Force? dont need one. ^^

- Simon "BlueBlood/Armor" Ho "There are people who would give up their friends for the world's pleasures. There are those who would give up the world for a friend. I can say, i am of the latter."

Sickest Beat Evar! -H Y M N

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Jan 12 posted. Jan 13 editted.

This is for the record.
History is written by the victor.
History is filled with liars.
If he lives, and we die his truth will be written-
and ours is lost.
[He] (name not revealed) will be a hero. Cause all you need to change the world, is one good lie and a river of blood.
He's about to complete the greatest trick a liar ever played on history.
His truth will be the truth.
But only if he lives, and we die.

i love that ^^
Edited: originally this was about Murphy's Law.
But I'd actually rather use this space to talk about the poem below, Flint Strikes Wood.
Just one thing. Im glad that the poem has no ending ^^ yet.

At the same time, i do believe EVERYTHING happens for a reason.
There are no, NO, coincidences.
God has a plan for everything.
Everything you and I hear, see, breathe?
It was put there for a reason.
I may or may not have talked about this before, but it cannot be stressed enough.

Monday, January 11, 2010

If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.

^Quote by John Churton Collins.
Saw it at the end of a show called Criminal Minds.
Assess the validity of this quote.
Well, i dont know. If everyone had no secrets, then everything we do would be exposed, but since we already know what people are "hiding" we would not be embarassed or ashamed. There would be no surprises, and only some spontaneity. I like to think that it would be like a completely free world, yet boring at the same time.
When i heard the quote, and up until now, i had planned to write about how i agreed with it. Actually, i only kind of agree. I like to find out things. I enjoy expressing myself in ways that could not be done if I didnt have secrets.
What do you think?

Flint Strikes Wood

Flint Strikes Wood
Flint Strikes Wood

Sparks! Sparks!
Flint Strikes Wood
Sparks! Sparks!
Flint Strikes Wood

Ignite! Ignite!

Rain Pours
Flint Strikes Wood
Rain Pours
Flint Strikes Wood

Water Extinguishes
Flint Falls

Drenched Wood
Watered Down Wood

One -
Last Time

Flint Strikes Wood
Sparks! Sparks!
Flames! Flames!
_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_

Wow...what a boring poem.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Finally...Encouragement, The Norm? & 2 DLT'd Posts

6:34 PM
So today i had to to AFL (alameda free library) for my "interview" for homework coaching..(it was less an interview more of a "get to know you"...since ive been there for 2 years lol.) Well, something happened before my interview that i felt had at least God's fingertip in it. You see, i arrived at 3:40 (interview was at 3:50). I was directed to a spot to wait outside the room. It just so happens that a slightly chubby (asian i presume) man in his 30's was sitting at the same table i was at, on his laptop. Well, after about 4 minutes, the stranger asks me what kind of interview i was here for, and i tell him. We strike up some small talk, and he tells me how its so much harder to get into colleges now, with so many people, and yet we are so lucky that everyone has a cell phone and that we have the internet. He asks me what career im going into, and i say, well..i dont really know... and Mr. stranger (i still dont know his name) gives me the only advice he could, that was a referral to a book called "What Color is Your Parachute" By Richard Nelson Bolles. Picture of the book
and that Mr. Bolles came out with a new one each year. He tells me that he read a version when he was 20, and that he wished he read it at 16. I could not believe that some stranger outside of my interview room would care the least about my future, even so much so to give me advice on it. After my interview, we shook hands and he gave me the last bit of advice, to have a firm handshake :P
I walked away, with a grin, quite happy that i had this sudden occurance. I tried to find this book in the library, but sadly it was either checked out or it was never in the library. I doubt this was ever a coincidence, and i do hope to see this man again.
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Whats a "normal person?" Is it just plainly the majority of people? If so, then how does one define the norm?
Consider this:
If say, 70% of a population was Caucasian, then a normal person would be caucasian.
If say, 80% of the people had blonde hair, then the normal person would be blonde.
If say, 74% of the population like chicken filled hot sauce fish burger beef steak, then the normal person would like it.
And it goes on, and on, and on...with every last detail, stating what the majority of the populus has or likes. Now, whats the probability of a scientist, singling out one person out of EVERYONE that has EVERY SINGLE one of these characteristics? um..can anyone say ZERO..well..Zero point zero zero zero one?
So in that case, is there really a "normal person?" Can we say, well the normal person has a 3.57 GPA? In theory, NO!!! Everyone has too many factors and characteristics to be put into one category of Normal.
Yet we still say, well..."hes not normal" or "a normal person doesnt do this"
people, you CANT establish a NORM!!! not 68% not 95% not 99.9%! (aka the 3 deviations lol..stats stuff :P)
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Oh yeah, i deleted 2 of my old posts on this blog. cuz i felt like it.
GL -> GJ -> GG :D
Good luck, good job, good game.
8:12 (took me almost 2 hrs for this lol, but i did take breaks.)

Monday, June 15, 2009

Don't Make Me Regret. Don't Make Me Hate.

So the past week i've been ona cruise...I'm on aBoat!!! On my 10-day cruise to Alaska I had a lot of time to evaluate what my life is about and what i want. I also watched a lot of movies. To keep this short i will post about just a few movies that i watched over and over and that i liked. I absolutely loved the story of "Made of Honor" I watched it about 4 times. (it was replayed 12 times over the course of 3 days.) It's about a guy that likes a girl, but the girl wants him to be her maid of honor. She's about to get married and he...at the last minute declines maid of honor but leaves and sees a dog on the way and crashes the wedding. omg its so much sweeter than i made it sound. Heres a short clip of the BEST part of the movie. if you do not "awwww" at this, you are evil:

Gosh that is so cool. just those 2 lines *sigh xP
And i also..dare i say it...i watched Twilight...4 times...yes i did. and i liked it.
the story is pretty great (i never read the book.)
Just how he hates her for her blood and the love is like omg xD (The pretense that watching Twilight makes you a Nazi zombie is false for i am not a nazi now.)
I also watched "What Women want" twice. Its about this guy that gets electrified and could read womens minds. Now how do these 3 movies tie in to my title?
Well..heres the thing..When my mind feels rejected..no matter why or if it happend or not, just when it feels rejected...i start to hate the person subconciously..
Think Edward Cullen in the beginning of Twilight. I don't want to regret, and i don't want to hate. God, this is so damn hard. I don't know what a girl wants, looks? smarts? to care? I don't wanna go through life like the Made of Honor even though the ending is oh so sweet...
Supermassive Black Hole by Muse (Twilight BaseBall Scene) (you set my soul alight.)
Leave Out All the Rest by Linkin Park (First song of Twilight Credits)

Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Decode by Paramore BEST SONG HERE YET (2nd song of Twilight End Credits)
How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.

PLEASE, if you care at ALL...just click all 3 songs and watch the 1:15 minute video.
It means ALOT to me. It only takes a few minutes to show that you care.
~

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Summers here people. Wash Away the Past.

Summer's here people
Realize it.
Recognize it.
You got people in shorts
And people biking down the beach
Schools out, yay
Hope we don't miss our friends too much
Let's hang out.
Goto the mall
Watch a movie
Its the time to fly!
Lets grow wings to another country
Lets not forget the games
and endless hours couching with Mr.TV
Lets hold hands on the countryside.
or watch the July 4th parade side by side.
Lets have a picnic, me and you
and not stay home, feelin' blue.
go on xfire and lets go CODding
or fight Nazis, CoHing.
I'ma miss all my senior friends.
Hope you have fun, Gerard in France.
Lets not let life pass us by.
For me, 2 summers left, my my my.
Lets play tag, I'll catch you, or
Lets just hang, and see what it do.
Don't forget storytime, books and reading too.
Sign up for the Summer Reading program too!
Who cares if its a boyfriend, girlfriend, or just friends?
Lets just hang out, before the summer ends.

Yeah, hope ya'll aint too busy with your life and business to come hang out with lil ol' me.
Ye, well up there, theres a little something to each of my friends. especially you close lil buddies. Made it for all you. Nd if you here cuz i IMed you/xfired you/called you, etc. check out my other posts.

Make your summer special cuz you never know how many you have left.
Sup TarroYoko (gerard)
Sup Brach (brach xP nub. haha)



(Thousand Foot Kruth- The Art of Breaking) I just love how the part where he says "I'll pick you up,wont let u fall, i'll build ur trust and it wont hurt at all" sounds. especialy the "it wont hurt at all" its like cool =P i like the meaning of the song too =]